Working On Me..

One of the best ways to stay busy is to find ways to be a better version of yourself. A few years ago I entered therapy and uncovered traumas I didn’t know I had. I discontinued and realized recently this is something important I need in my life. Well, I started my journey back today with a new therapist that presents a lot of promise. I can’t wait to navigate these new waters again. I even consider it my own personal journey of self care. I love that I can also do it virtually from my bed. Win win!! If you are on the fence about therapy, jump over. You won’t regret how it helps you to smooth out this difficult journey, mentally and emotionally.

Life Adjustments

You know, sometimes I sit back and think about my journey. Let me tell you why this is so important. Generally we get wrapped up in the obstacles in our way that we don’t enjoy the journey. Yes, I was 80 pounds smaller way back when, I had abundant energy, and no pain. I have realized though that pain has made me so much stronger- mentally, and emotionally. What about you, do you ever think of your journey or even journal about to see how far you’ve come? It can be such a satisfying thing to look back and really see how far you’ve come. Here I go, back to my pen and paper.

Keep Hope

When fighting chronic illnesses, you tend to not see a light at the end of a tunnel. Keep Hope!! Don’t stop making goals. Even though we maybe a shell of who we were, we still have greatness. Our greatest is pushing through pain and maintaining in life while smiling through tears. We are mighty, we are special, we have gifts, we are Seen! Sometimes we need to hear this about ourselves and I know today I did. Chin up tomorrow is new and waiting for you

Never Lose Yourself..

I’ve been thinking a lot lately, especially being very busy lately starting new projects. The thought has been. I can’t lose myself and my chronic identity. It’s going to remind me of who I am as soon as the next flare hits. Also, people have high expectations,sadly some of these people have chronic illnesses. Throughout all I ve been attempting to do, I had to make a promise to stay chronicsuperwomaninmymind. She keeps me grounded, realistic, humble, and hungry. As I sit here today dealing with a moderate flare, it feels so good to type to my love ones, and all reading this, that I am still here.