Now that I’ve accepted what is…I still have to figure out a plan of action. It’s a difficult thought, on one end it’s yeah let’s try some new..on the other it’s let just stay as we are. Nothing works. These are the two thought processes I fought with over the past week in order to move forward. I appreciate all the people who let me bend their ear, it really helps to hear yourself talk it out..

As the sun rises on another so here comes a new plan. I’m nervous and scared mostly of the failure but risk are what make life go round. I know there’s no cure to my disease but to have a few days of relief would be golden.