This is not a complaint, I repeat this is NOT a complaint.  It is real life feelings of frustration. Yesterday I received my test back from some intensive testing done at my new doctor. I had to wait 3 whole weeks..I was nervous,  excited and a few million other emotions to boot. I arrived and anxiously waited…the doctor comes in and says ” your blood work looks great, and your x rays came out great”. At that very moment I became nauseous. If I had a dime for every time I heard those words, I’d totally be wealthy. I think from there on I just blocked out everything else.  I’m not disappointed that my test turned out well, I’m sick to my stomach that no one knows what to do with my condition or symptoms. I’m tired of not having good days, or just feeling like I want to give up. I came home and quietly moved around my house until I could get around a locked door, then I sat and cried and cried. It seemed the only way to dispel all my emotions.  Now I have to start over again…